gross

I feel like being overly cliché and disgusting today by saying that my life is great.
Everything is perfect.

Dandy.

but you know that's a lie.  There are plenty of things going wrong, but for a change, I don't want to mention those. I don't want to acknowledge that anything is wrong.
I'm not delusional, I just need a break thankyouverymuch.

Wow, that measly paragraph was a buzz kill, I feel a little less gay* than I did a few minutes ago.

Anyways...I was informed that I passed the CAHSEE.....again.
woooooo.....(enthusiasm dies)

You know what makes me enthusiastic? What I'm grateful for? You know what helps me fall asleep at night, and wake up in the morning?

MUSIC

I say this because I have just plugged my headphones in, or should I say, my life support. It's actually greatly affecting my brain flow, it's a struggle for me to focus on the screen and pump these words out. Even know they need to get out, all my brain really wants is for the music to take over.

Forgive me for this sporadically arranged waste of your time?
But then again, I write this for me,
it's your own fault if you read it. 

*gay - having or showing a merry, lively mood....you asinine prick.